Hello Tumblr!
I’m back again. But for how long is the question?!
Spurred on by an interview with the DELicious Del that I had to link to Tumblr to read i’ve remembered about you.
I promise i’ll stay with you longer than a day this time! I have a few naughty ideas planned.
Jxx
Starting to think it is but dear Joshy who reads my tumblr. And so have decided not to post my jewels of stupidity (He can see them if he so wishes when we get to meet..yay!!)
On that note..should I leave tumblr… i mean for good?
Scores on doors.
When I was younger, I used to write down my thoughts. Literally.
So, when trawling through the attic yesterday I found some of my thoughts. Neatly written (very well written too, im proud to say) on paper.
On reading, i was shocked. Half the things I thought and implied at, I’m still thinking now.
I am contemplating about posting some of the more dark/interesting ones. Would anyone like to read them though?!?
OK, so it’s my last week at work.. and I’m supposed to be handing over work to my replacement. So I have.. most of it.
It’s taking a long time to see things get done and is heavily frustrating trying not to do it for them. Especially as I am so utterly bored.
My course itinerary came through yesterday. I can confirm that I have a weekend of “physical tuition” coming up (likely to be all massage related, I suspect). So, naturally, my first thought (largely to fill in the time) was- WHO ON? The thought that there’d be some hunky model or that we are to practice on ourselves filled me with panic though. I’m going to need to dress to impress. No frilly or old butty-huggers permitted, I thought… so, severe underwear buying has commenced. Hurrah! Possible embarassment at unnoticable, but still slightly faded underwear missed.
This is the first of, what I suspect, to be many random purchases before my course begins. I wonder what the next will be, whilst I work through the boredom…
I suspect the next will be buying a copy of Bridget Jones’ Diary…
"I believe that we are solely responsible for our choices, and we have to accept the consequences of every deed, word, and thought throughout our lifetime."
— Elisabeth Kubler-Ross
So, its 5 working days until I unofficially leave my job.
After my illness, I came into this job as a safety net. It’s been boring, yes- but its also been hugely rewarding and the most amazing stepping stone for me whilst I recover and work out whether being a barrister was still for me.
For those that don’t know I have something rather risky, but hugely exciting lined up to replace my job.
I’ve decided to turn my back on completely on my many years of legal education and associated debt to make a fresh start; something new with no holes, hang-ups or baggage from my illness. I’m heading back to university. Wow, you may think- but actually i’m a little scared. It’s definitely the “putting all your eggs in one basket” approach. Most of all im concerned because i’m not sure my brain will cope with learning huge quantities of new info these days (post illness) so ive decided to take a preliminary course (on the advice of the course provider) to help ease myself in and re-discover old tricks! I’m assured that it’s a common concern by mature* students. (*Apparently I’m classed as mature now… wonder if they’ll say the same when they meet me?!)
The goal is that in 4-5 years time, or so, I shall be a qualified Chiropractor. By the end of September this year I shall also be qualified in Holistic Massage (This being the qualification I get at the end of my liccle taster course). I think it gives me more letters after my name than on a scrabble board and a wonderful mix of career titles (Will I be the only barrister, masseur, chiropractor (technically doctor too,as it’ll be a masters course) who makes chocolates in the world, I wonder?!)
That said, I’m really looking forward to this challenge and I really hope that this will be the last push in searching for career enlightenment and in setting myself up for life.
I can’t wait to get my teeth stuck into it all now (It starts next weekend).
The new home search starts this week too.
Huge love, Jxx